The Game

Life itself is a big game in which you play with what you want to be ? and what you are?.Its a game between what's perfect and whats in your hand , a game in which u die a thousand times daily in your heart but you still have to take care of the rest of the world and pretend to be happy with that smile.Sometimes i feel like leave everything and move into the wild just like Christopher Johnson MacCandless did and see the purity of everything ,purity of thoughts ,purity of love,purity of being truthful,purity in every drop of life where you will live like a 5 year old and learn everything with nature.Or another thought which comes into my mine is to get high and stop listening to all this world it has given pain which is not curable ,it is a cursed world with people keeping foot on others head to step forward in which everything is build on lies ,hate ,betrayal.But as said the stronger and fitter survives and people do survive with it and live in it by building a cocoon of love and faith.I say its good but how long this cocoon will last someday you will come out of it and see the reality or you will die in that cocoon considering that place as your whole world as you never wanted to either face the reality or you always wanted to limit yourself.I myself don't know what am I writing but for sure it comes from my heart.
What is life nobody i guess nobody can tell but its a journey for sure in which one day surely you will know it.